boys just wanna have fun,

There's a lil voice whispering to me, 'things are just too perfect'. It almost feels like the calm bfr the storm. Is ths how normal life supposed to be ? I'm used to things refusing to go on my very own way. This isn't smthng tht will just do. This is perfect. This is err kinda exactly how I wanted things to go. I wanted to stop feeling sorry fr myself. THINGS ARE REALLY GOING GREAT. REAL GREAT. I'm feeling really good abt myself and I'm not quite used to tht. But that's okay. I'll. One day. I knw I surely will.